You are awakening, but it doesn’t feel like absolute freedom yet.
You feel overwhelmed, confused or disconnected from your old self. This is not the end, it’s the beginning of your transformation.
Ground yourself in the now
Learn to regulate your energy
Become who you truly are
From the comfort of your own home
25+
Years of experience
1000+
Clients supported
500+
Soul sessions per year
Recognizing yourself in this?
You are not lost, but it can feel that way. You are in the middle of something big. Something powerful. But it is also confusing.
Your emotions shift constantly, from anxiety and sadness to sudden elation.
Your body feels tense, tired or wired, with symptoms no doctor can explain.
You feel distant from your partner, your friends, and even from yourself.
You avoid situations that once felt natural, like work or social gatherings.
You try to meditate, but instead it leaves you restless or more unsettled.
You wonder if you’re going crazy – but deep down, you sense this is part of something bigger.
This isn’t failure.
This is awakening!
What it is really doing to you
You doubt yourself.
You cancel social plans.
You’re unable to explain to anyone what’s really going on.
You might be Googling symptoms at night, wondering if you are the only one feeling this way.
This experience shakes your foundations.
It brings up fear, confusion, loneliness.
You avoid the very practices that once helped you.
You don’t need another book or method.
You need to feel safe.
Held & guided.
What you actually need
This isn’t about more knowledge. This is about coming back into your body, your truth, your energy and learning how to hold yourself through it. If you are awakening, you don’t need fixing. You need tools, clarity and someone who gets it.
Self-discovery and clarity:
Deep, embodied insight into who you are now.
Grounding:
Tools to stabilize your nervous system and reclaim your peace.
Community & connection:
A sense of being understood, of not doing this alone.
Energy regulation:
Learn how to work with your energy instead of being overwhelmed by it.
Purpose & direction:
Why I do this work
I’m Marije, your spiritual guide with over 25 years of experience supporting people through spiritual awakening, emotional intensity, and energy sensitivity. I was born with heightened intuitive senses: feeling, knowing, hearing, seeing, and deep energetic perception. There is clarity in me for other people.
After becoming a Reiki Master in 2002, my own awakening began. What followed was a powerful and at times overwhelming Kundalini process. I know what it’s like to feel like you’re going crazy. That lived experience, through energy dysregulation and deep transformation, is now the foundation of my work.
Clients say I see straight through to the core. I mirror with love, clarity and sometimes necessary sharpness. Always grounded. With humor where possible. Always in service of truth.
I have been trained in:
- Reiki Master USUI & TERA MAI (2001–2003)
- Shiatsu Therapy (2003)
- The Work by Byron Katie (2001)
- Reconnective Healing (2012)
- Intuitive training
My sessions are not reimbursed by insurance and that’s a conscious choice. This work is for those who feel the call and are ready.
I work online and in sacred physical spaces. Nature, silence and presence are core to how I hold space. My two dogs often assist during energetic work.
It is my mission to support people on the path of awakening in the gentlest way possible, so they can let go of what no longer serves them and live in alignment with who they truly are: pure conscious awareness and love. Te become their most authentic self.
I know what it’s like to feel overwhelmed by energy you can’t explain.
To lose your identity.
To think you’re going crazy.
To feel like your awakening is breaking you instead of freeing you.
But it’s not madness.
It’s transformation.
And it’s powerful when held in the right way.
Real people, real results
You’re not the only one navigating this. Many have walked this path before you, feeling the confusion, the intensity, the not-knowing. And with the right support, they’ve found their way through. Here are a few examples of what can happen when we work together:
A woman came to me after surviving a traumatic event. She couldn’t sleep, was stuck in fear, and her body was in a constant state of stress. I taught her how to regulate trauma energy and transform the experience. She now lives with clarity, works again, and feels calm.
A man was diagnosed with ADHD and couldn’t focus. After working with the tools, he found peace and direction. His energy is no longer scattered and neither is his life.
What clients say
Marije does this with so much ease and love. Truly wonderful!”
– Sonja Schroder
“Marije makes you feel safe. She sees who you truly are and mirrors in a loving, honest way.
The consultations have brought me so much good!”
– Monique Calis
“A session with Marije is a heart opener. She sees and feels exactly what you need in that moment, whether you want to hear it or not. She gave me the tools to become my most authentic self”
– Nicolette Knape
Work with me in private meetings from your own home
This is not therapy.
This is a transformational reset.
Session 1
We discuss your challenges and introduce the transformation tools.
Session 2
We evaluate your practice, fine-tune the transformation tools.
Session 3
We go deeper, integrate the tools and discuss next steps.
Each meeting takes place on the same day of the week. You are invited to prepare any questions you would like to ask Marije in advance. Commit fully to yourself, to show up for the retreat, to be present during all three sessions, and to actively work with the tools in between. All meetings are held online through Zoom video call.
Ready for more depth?
Choose your path.
If you already know you want more than just a reset, and you feel ready to move through deeper layers of emotion, energy and identity, there are two powerful ways to continue. Each path offers a safe, grounded space for lasting transformation, fully attuned to your personal rhythm.
The Extended Journey is ideal if you want more time to anchor the tools, explore underlying patterns, and allow insights to land in a natural way. With extra sessions and gentle guidance, you’ll integrate the tools into your daily life. You’ll begin to see clearly what belongs to you, what doesn’t, and how to protect your energy without closing your heart.
The Deep Dive Transformation is for those who feel a strong inner call to commit fully to their own awakening. This longer journey offers spacious support over several months. Together we move through cycles of expansion and integration, always guided by what is alive in the now moment. Through intuitive guidance, practical tools, personal rituals and deep energetic alignment, we create the space for lasting change.
Whichever path you choose, know that you don’t have to walk it alone. The clarity and support you need are already within reach.
You get:
3 private Zoom sessions (1 hour each)
PDF: Transformation Tools & Energy Care
MP3: Grounding & Heart-opening meditations
Panic support PDF: Step-by-step plan for overwhelm
Lifeline: WhatsApp support between sessions
What clients say
“Marije sees right through you.You can blame the world, but she makes you take responsibility and feel.
Disclaimer:
Not for the faint of heart”
– Maarten
“Marije gives you the tools to carry yourself even when you are in the dark.
With full attention, softness, sharpness and humor!”
– Anouk
”A meeting with Marije is powerful, brings clarity and pure.
Through sharp observations she gets straight to the core with positivity.”
– Rachella
What you’ll walk away with
A grounded body & calm mind
Tools for emotional regulation
Deep insight of what’s holding you back
Confidence to move through challenges with clarity
A personal energy practice to support your awakening
This isn’t a temporary fix.
This is your road to inner freedom.
Pricing
Bear in mind there are multiple sessions for a reason. During these sessions and the space in between you are in a container of heightened transformational energy. Therefore you can make a big jump if you really commit to all sessions and do the work in between. Commit and do the work to get the most out of it for yourself.
Try-out Mini Retreat
€217,50
3 live Zoom sessions (30 min)
Tools & worksheets
Meditations & rituals
NO Bonusses included
Mini Retreat
€435
3 live Zoom sessions (60 min)
Tools & worksheets
Meditations & rituals
Bonusses included
Extended Journey
€850
6 live Zoom sessions (60 min)
Deeper coaching & integration
Personalized approach
Bonusses included
€50 discount
Deep Dive in Transformation
€1250
9 live Zoom sessions (60 min)
Support over several months
Full energetic support
Customized exercises & rituals
Bonusses included
€100 discount
Included Bonuses when you book
When you decide to begin this journey, you’ll receive a selection of carefully created bonuses that help you stay grounded, supported and empowered, both during and between sessions. These resources are based on real experience with energetic awakening and offer practical support in moments when you need it most.
1. Working with the Tools – Instruction Guide
A clear and simple PDF that explains exactly how to use the transformation tools in your day-to-day life. No fluff, just grounded steps that help you stay connected to yourself, even when things feel chaotic.
2. Grounding Meditation (MP3)
A guided audio to help you land in your body, calm your nervous system and reconnect to your inner stillness. Perfect to start your day, pause during emotional waves, or wind down before sleep.
3. Panic First Aid Plan
This is your emergency map when overwhelm hits. Especially created for women dealing with intense Kundalini symptoms or emotional overload. Step by step, it helps you move from panic to presence, gently and effectively.
4. WhatsApp Lifeline Support
In between your sessions, you can reach out to Marije via WhatsApp for short, supportive guidance. A reassuring presence when you’re unsure, stuck, or simply need a reminder that you’re not alone.
These bonuses are not extras, they are anchors. Designed to support you where you are, and help you integrate the shifts you’re making on a daily level.
Who this is for (and not for)
This is for:
People in a spiritual awakening or kundalini crisis
Coaches, therapists, and healers, and everyone who feels a pull
Those who are done reading and ready to embody
Not for:
Those who are done reading and ready to embody
Those not open to energy work
Anyone expecting someone else to “fix” them
F.A.Q
What if I panic between sessions?
You can message me via WhatsApp. Short, clear answers. You’re not alone.
Do I have to talk about my past?
No, we work in the now. All is energy. We transform it in the present.
I’ve tried everything. Will this work?
If you show up and commit, you will walk away with tools that work.
What if my environment doesn’t understand the new me?
You’ll leave with tools to stay centered, even if others don’t change. You’re not here to be understood by everyone, you’re here to align with yourself.
What clients say
“Marije has helped me take responsibility for my own life and let go of what isn’t mine. With her guidance, I’ve found inner peace and opened up to a new path that I now feel ready to embrace. Her honesty and sense of humor make the experience even more enriching.”
– Vicky Dellas
“Marije teaches you the tools to transform and empower yourself, which can apply again and again.
That is true freedom.
If you are ready for deep change, you should go to Marije.”
– Katrien van Overbeek
”There is no room for victimhood; rather, it’s about fully taking ownership of what belongs to you.
Thank you, Marije.
You have made personal development enjoyable for me.”
– Louise
Start with the Mini Retreat today
If you’re not quite ready to dive deep, the Try-out Mini Retreat is a perfect first step. In just three private sessions, you’ll gain tools to ground your energy, calm your system and reconnect with who you truly are.
✔ 3 private Zoom sessions (1 hour each)
✔ PDF: Transformation Tools & Energy Care
✔ MP3: Grounding meditation
✔ Panic First Aid guide
✔ WhatsApp support between sessions
A safe, practical introduction to transformational energy work, from the comfort of your own home.
First want to experience my guidance?
If you’d like to experience my guidance live, come to the FREE Silent Sit-In.
A morning of stillness, awareness and gentle clarity, created for those in transformation., awakening or overwhelm.